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Humans have no lack of worries even in dreams. In dreams, it reflect our lifes. Our mind have no rest. Often we're troubled because we do not 'see' things (not as in practically!). We're focus on the black dot rather than the whole white space surrounding it... Freezincbrain simply could have mean our brain are 'freezed' or clogged & needed some wisdom to free ourself from the usual worries, in hope to look at the same situation in a different perspectives.

Thursday, January 13, 2005

Growing up..

My nephew, Georger is now in Primary One, learning very much to deal with school life & classmates. Whom were slightly 'different' from his PAP school mates. Just few days ago i ask him how was school & is he nice to his classmates? He replied 'yes' but followed this: " But they don treat Georger nice leh.." It was that a boy hit him on his head with a bottle on purpose & even scolded him "Stupid". Being a 'Bao Toh Gai' (dialect saying of a person who loves to report matters up..) as we taught him to be instead of taking matters into own hands, he reports to the teacher. Well, that's a small chapter in school. However, he seems not to be making new friends yet, having to play during recess times only with ex-PAP friend(s). He always appeared smiley when asked about school which makes me wonder if its really fine. Sure i wouldn't hope for the opposite but if its any case of keeping matters or feelings up, that's not healthy.
That led to remind me of a similar past. I do NOT have any close or good friend in primary school. I don't know why..
I'm always rushing to be the first to buy before other kids are release from class. So what does it matters? I eat alone, I tried to join others kids for a lunch sometimes even with the Malay girls. I'm not in any 'gang', cant 'join' one, so naturally i felt awkward seeing that they don enjoy an extra company... I'm not a loner. I do play games with the others but thats it... hmm. what else? Perhaps i tried to win @ games or was it i wanted attention to proved myself that i tried so.. Don't remember. My whole of six years! Oh.. so much that i almost lost it again when i went Secondary.. I snipped off my friend's hair in class! I thought it would be funny! I didn't realise i was just too mischievous.... opened the cubical door when my friend was in it!... All these nonsense... Gladly, the same group of friends talked me over it... a year later they said i've changed!! Yahooooo!
To this days, i'm proud we're still together.. 10 years of friendships. Cheers!

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha..eh..you were damn playful then...I can imagine you running around and cutting people's hair

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